How do you convince someone you have hurt that you aren't there to hurt them anymore?
How do you convince them you want to keep them safe and love them til the end of days?
How do you reconcile within yourself that you caused that deep wound to someone you love?

If I had any of the answers I wouldn't be
in the shape I'm in now.

So what to do what to do.
I just want her back in my life.. in my arms.. in my heart.
But I want her to be happy here. I'd die before I hurt her again.
I would literally curl up and die.
She doesn't believe that.
She is scared which is understandable.
I just wish I knew what to do.

I just wish I had an ear to turn to. I just wish I could fix everything.
Instead I sit and ponder with tears in my eyes.

I love you more than anything.
I love you more than I've ever loved anyone.
I'd carry the fires of hell for you and I wouldn't ask why.
You mean the world to me,more than the world.
I can't use words to describe the feelings I have , even with knowing parts of 7 languages.
I don't have the words. You are the only person I truly want to be around.
You are the only one who makes me happy. Yeah I said it. The guy that never wanted to be happy.
The guy who thought happiness was something people deluded themselves with, wants to be happy.

You make me happy, I just wish I could show you I want to do the same for you.
Do you want me to drop it and just be a good friend? If that's what makes you happy I'll do it.
It would hurt but I want you happy elsewhere than miserable with me.

I Love You. Ich Liebe Dich. Je T'aime. In any language I'd speak those words. I love you Miss *******.